A fresh new start !
Its December the 30th today . About 24 + hours more before we welcome in the New year of 2011 . A new year usually represents a brand new start for us all , a fresh new beginning of each year , thats why we all love it , don't we ?
Not trying to be all philosophical here but whatever it is that happened in 2010 , the good or the bad , i'm going to throw them away into the bin and start anew , a fresh new start and stop hogging on past memories that will hold me back . We can wave goodbye to the past and face the world , fresh-faced and ready , with zero regrets , living your life to the fullest .
Don't we all need to get rid of the past dragging us down ? What will you leave behind ? What will stay ? As for me , i guess i will try to leave behind as many things as i can . I want to try to live my life without any masks anymore . I think its enough with the fake smiles and tears i've been giving . Brand new day , a brand new start for me . Its time to see the world with different eyes .
Even as hard as it might be for some of us to forget , but time heals all wounds . Starting new is better than relying on the past . What will lie ahead for us ? Which crossroad will you pick ? Enough of the bad memories we harbor , its time to create newer , better memories for us to share .
To my sisterhood , you both mean the entire the world to me , i absolutely love you as i would for my own blood brother , no matter what we will have to face in the future , i hope we can face it together , hand in hand . not literally though , lols . I promise , and i hold this promise , to stay sisterhood till the ends . I know we have our differences and secrets that we keep to only ourselves , but whatever happens , sisterhood till the ends , alright ?
To my brother , you mean the world of the world to me even though i torture you every moment i can . Thanks for being there even though i dont need you ! We will be the ultimate siblings for life !
To my friends , maybe after this year , might not see each other ever again , so , thanks for everything , especially my sunzi , you've been supah nice to me !
To my bitchy enemies that i now call nothing but shitholes , doesn't mean i start anew im going to be all nice to you , alright ? smiles . don't worry , just dont cross my way , and i wont make any trouble , but yes , i still hate you and hope you all die a horrible death . so fark you , cause you'll are nothing but effing' roadblocks ! Haha ! Until the day that i die , i will hate you , cause haters always gonna hate ! You walk out of my life , please stay that way . You know who im talkin' about . I can keep grudges for life . But , i will just ignore you a-holes ! Don't ever cross my way . But on a nicer note , have a nice life . Here , have a middle finger . _l_ .
I'mma going to post my list of new year resolutions once the new year starts , so stay tuned for that too !
For my sisterhood ,
This year is an entire rollercoaster ride that i'm glad you both never did jump off in terror and vanish completely . You guys are so strong , i totally admire you guys . For everything you've done for me , i appreciate it .
Andrea darling sweetheart lovely , don't look back on those guys who have cheated on you . Theres always another better guy waiting for you , and cuz your prince will come to your rescue soon ! Don't ever fret , cause we're the sisterhood and we're here for you . I've been through a guy shit tornado too , but i've decided to just let life as it is now , although i adore attention from boys ( getsbricked ) , because i know that someone out there is my prince in shining armor ! -big hugs-
Joy Twinnie darling hun , we've both been through loads of crap this year , haven't we ? You stayed strong all the way to the end , and im so envious of you for being able to do so ! I'm gonna learn from that , and maybe be as strong as you too (fat hope) . I wish you the best for O level results , and hope we get into the same school ! Don't ever lose hope in yourself , or anyone , in fact . -big hugs-
XOXO evelynn .
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