just a little note

ive been a little obsessed with ac3 for the past few weeks (though saying a little obsessed is dont even close to what ive been doing) and really just applying the medicine on my face without doing much selfies because i am afraid to see no improvement lol

but so far ive been noticing some very minuscule changes and honestly im really happy about that i just hope its not because of my period 'period' thats over and my face heals. crossing my fingers and thanking everyone who has loved me with all their heart because i have a better personality than a face so thank you

also i love haytham kenway because he's basically me although i dislike the fact that he was mean to connor and if you dont play ac3 my words are nothing but thin dust particles anw i have so much feels from forsaken and i can see myself spiralling down the path of omg new characters to crush myself with and lose myself in because i honestly hate reality and people and yes i'll just be haytham because why the fuck not

I have this inking feeling that i have find much similarity in people who tend to become anti-heroes, it's not a "omg i luv u pls lemme marry you i will love u forever 4567889" but more of a respect and admiration, it's a familiar feeling that I can't seem to put a finger on.

I mean look at Snape for one, I admire the brave man but he's a douche all in all, i still respect him though because of the all the shit hes gone through for a sass boy who lived

ANYWAYAYAYAYAYAY

I will probably post something up tomorrow if I am not too lazy, either that or vlog (if im not too lazy) because when ac4 finishes downloading, evelyn will be gone from reality for another 3-4 weeks. dont forget unity is coming out AND the gameplay for acr will occupy me for another few weeks.

am i investing too much in this game?

no

but why the fuck not

i hate reality at the moment because of all the fuckery going on in case you didn't know and spend your life just clubbing and drinking or looking for your "other half" (fuck that really i mean) or trying to do the ALS ice bucket "challenge" for fun; not that i despise all but damn the crassness in this country is strong and i can vouch for that

AND ANOTHER THING

THIS GOES OUT TO NO ONE IN PARTICULAR ABSOLUTELY NO ONE IN PARTICULAR

some people are lost causes who are so selfish in their own desires and think that trivial things such as getting a girlfriend or losing ten bucks is worth their happiness forever - not everyone is like that thankfully but lets just keep a note that there are a lot of people who do that in this world and we should seriously ponder as to why with social network and news, some dense mofo is probably crying his fucking ass out because his girlfriend wants a break from him and hes wailing and not doing a god damn shit and in fact is fucking trying his luck to get laid by a "friend" and cant get the hint (even though its been slapped in your face 5000000000000 times) to leave HER ALONE

U GUTLESS USELESS BALL-LESS PIECE OF FUCK

sorry oops oh look my finger is pointing at you sir alvin! omg im so sorry i didnt mean it oh dear my middle finger seems to want some exercise too

HARASSMENT IS A CRIME OKAY

anyway yes theres a lot of crazy shit happening and i honestly feel that people put too much happiness in things that shouldnt matter too much to them (i myself am one but im trying at least) and instead we should look at the bigger picture non

and no, no im not ranting at all right now, this is definitely not a ranting post


xoxo
evelyn